Suboxone Talk Zone

Hi, my name is JoDee. I am a vicodin user, or I mean I WAS a vicodin user until yesterday. I decided to make a call to a Dr. to get on the Suboxone Treatment. I had a hysterectomy 4 yrs ago & have been on pain killers since then. I struggle everyday with thoughts of how to get more pills, & when I do get them, I struggle with the fact that I only have so many for so many days & then what??? What will I do when I run out? I am so tired of constantly thinking about those DAMN pills!!! It is really taking a toll on my marriage & with my children. I spend money on pills when I should be spending money on my bills & children!!! I wish I could be as happy as I feel when I am on vicodin. That is why I keep getting more & more. I want that feeling of being able to conquer the world without taking those pills. The withdrawals are horrible. I am an office manager & I basically run the office by myself. Which means I have to deal with customers almost every minute of the day. I can't handle that unless I have my pills for the day. I just want my life back. So I heard about Suboxone. I made the call & I am going this afternoon. I am scared as hell & excited at the same time. I truly hope that this will help me. I can't stand these withdrawals anymore!!!! If anyone has had good results with this medicine, can you please let me know. I just want to know that it is going to work for me. This is my last hope of trying to get back on track with my family & my life in general. My thoughts & prayers are with all of you that are in the same boat as myself. I will post what happens at my visit today. Wish me luck, I feel I really need it!! Thanks for listening.

JoDee